愛有多銷魂，就有多傷人？

「該愛就愛，該恨的就恨，要為自己保留幾分。」
「女人獨有的天真，和溫柔的天份，要留給真愛你的人。」
「雖然愛是種責任，給要給的完整，有時愛美在無法永恆。」

Tout est fini...?

趁笑容在面上　
就讓餘情懸心上
世界大生命長
不只與你分享
讓我感謝你
贈我空歡喜
記得要忘記

那些在我們崩壞之前的我愛你

I don't care where we go.

La solitude sans solitude

近來總覺得體內有股巨大的聲響轟隆隆地朝我襲來，它要我正視內心的慾望與尋回曾經有的，對於人生、對於關係所能投注的最大熱情。我模糊知道我還是可以的，就像是當年那初次選了一條人生歧路脫離正軌一般，儘管我更清楚知道，那為證明什麼而叛逆的實驗已很難在我身上得到驗證。

Je m'exile, trop fragile.

曾經我以為這只是自以為文藝裝憂鬱的一個結論；但我今天著實發現，長期以來的恐懼恐怕是真的。我幾乎可以確定，在不知何處的前方，真的不存在任何等待我的人事物。空乏的追尋教人徬徨，但已上路的腳步似乎也不由得人停下。所以我只能拖著一只空蕩蕩的身軀繼續苟延殘喘、以失去所有自尊為代價地走下去。

我找不到一個衝鋒陷陣的理由

I was in love.


There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a fact,
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die.

Je vais lutter contre la faiblesse de la volonté.

終於，我成為了那種矯揉造作愛中英混用的人了，且我還多了法文。

Be calm, cool, and all collected!

現在還不是崩潰發洩甚至憶及過去清算的時候！

Thanks, dad, for letting me know how cool iI can be.

Plus, if all of it is merely the test of destiny, then I'm taking that and not gonna give up on it because it's not what I deserve.

I won't be defeated or even overwhelmed.

Non, maintenant, viens!

     Sometimes I feel it hard and a bit strange to explain why I'm fascinated by French culture. It seems to me that such a fancy is beyond description; or rather, it might be too embarrassing to do so, for the same reason that I dare not post the video below on my facebook and claim it's one of my favorite so-called chansons. Erotic as it is, what it brings to me is a pure sheer ecstasy of (making) love. For a long time, I had been someone that trusted in the pursuit of a real soulmate even finding "l'amour physique" unreal. Not until I was exposed to a great number of European films and some literary works did I come to realize the simple pleasure of it even though I still don't have an experimental spirit to give it a try. :p  For me, such an understanding is a shock, which helps me to explore within myself.

La première fois...

mes articles sont "en ligne."

Je souhaite que je fasse des efforts.
Il me faut travailler beaucoup bien qu'il y ait trop de problèmes pour moi.

Au revoir, mon âge tendre!
Je suis transportable et transformable depuis maintenant.